Ashleigh Ann

ashleighann06 @ 2006-07-02T01:21:00

2006-07-02T06:22:02Z

oooh wow. This weekend takes the cake in awesomeness

Today was Red White and Boom, and for one more day I got to travel back to a teenybopper mind set. I'm a badass teenybopper too guys! For Ashley Angel, my sister and I half snuck in/half rushed the stage, and we ended up 3rd row! It was hot! Better seats than I had when I rushed for O-Town!! Super amazing. He sounded great! The little girl in front of us made fun of me a lot, but Heather told her I had been a fan since I was her age practically. He was amazzzzzing. I can't lie. I was basically in heaven.

I come home to find two tickets to the Indy Race tomorrow

HOW AMAZING?!? I knowwwwwww

This is great

Life is so wonderful!!! I'll put up more tomorrow but I have to be up early to help out Tristan

This is my "OMG I am going to pee myself waiting" face

These are our "OMG third rowww" faces

This is my "OMG Im a teenybopper and hes playing MY song--Beautiful Lie--the song where I got this new screenname from!
I dont know the order on any of these pictures so here they are...this is the hottest man everrrrrrrrrr singing the hottest songs everrrrrrrrrr

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You'll have to excuse the blurry action on the pictures. A Teenybopper with shaking hands+a camera phone= bad pictures BUT It was worth it OMG It was worth it =D Tooooooooooooo amazing

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2006-06-08T00:11:31Z

New hair cut!

Not a dramatic difference but it styles so much better now

We realllllly like the hat section

My Nicole Richie impression, does it work?

Stamped//Dsx//Pictures

2006-06-08T00:10:45Z

New hair cut!

Not a dramatic difference but it styles so much better now

We realllllly like the hat section

My Nicole Richie impression, does it work?

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ashleighann06 @ 2006-06-03T01:07:00

2006-06-03T06:07:58Z

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Summer <3

2006-06-02T22:03:24Z

I absolutely love summer. Its really my favorite season. I stole this idea from Jenni, But theres a lot of reasons I love summer.

I love laying in the sun. My bikini leaving my skin open to absorb the rays. A golden brown tan would make a troll more attractive. I love to fall asleep in the sun. Big sunglasses on, with the radio blasting my favorite tunes (Ashley Parker-Angel is the CD of the moment). Waking up, oiled down with sweat beads running every which way on my body. Flipping over to my back and doing it all over again. The way my baby oil makes my skin feel oh so smooth.

I love sitting on the couch. Enjoying the race of the week, cheering for my man. Cheering for one of my favorite baseball teams, one of the best teams to see baseball, and the worst. Im a true blue Royals girl, cheering til I die. They aren't talented, not by far, but I still have the spirit. The Sox have been a long love, since I was a little kid "Daddy they spell it wrong..THATS COOL!" I can remember saying. Cheer shorts, tank tops & Flip flops for lounging around the house. It only gets better live.

I love hitting the town. Mini skirt, tank top, flip flops make a hottie. Hangin out with the girls, decked out and gorgeous. The windows down, the radio up. Big sunglasses on my face. Random text messages bring a bright smile to my face. A cold, fresh Caramel Light frap from Starbucks. Slushies from Quicktrip, and a Fountain Diet Coke made just right.. July brings great concerts, Red White and Boom for the third year. This time with my man, Ashley Parker-Angel.

I love summer food! Sonic is just right for hot summer nights, tator tots and a watermelon slush. Speakingof, Watermelon is at its best right around the 4th. Just juicey, sweet and cool enough. Cantelope and Watermelon, chopped and refridgerated make for the best morning treat. Chewing on Orbit Sweetmint Gum, and sipping on a *virgin* Pina-Colda. A cold bowl of ice cream, and lounging on the couch.

I love gorgeous boyfriends. Laying in bed and napping. Laying on the couch watchin movies. Exploring new places to eat. He keeps me entertained even if its just by smiling at me. Fights over who will give who the first kiss. (I usually win) Starring into his eyes. Messing up his goatee. Summer has done nothing but open up more opportunities for he & I.

Summer. Summer. Summer! LOOOOOVES it!

Catch-up Time! LOADS of picturessss

2006-06-01T20:09:20Z

Catch-up time! I have a little bit of time between classes, the baby, and life!!!!

Janna Rhea

Janna and I took a nice long nap with the bunny =D Shes so adorable she has this thing where she likes to pinch her cheeks,so we give her this little tiny stuffed bunny to hold instead of her face, basically she just liked to hold SOMETHING. In this picture shes holding the bunny as well as my tank top strap

Right after birth

5AM does me no justic

Janna in her little Broncos outfit

Nap time again

Hungry baaybee

My best friend Dana and Janna

My friend Stacy and Janna

My best friend returns from Europe :)

Graduation Celebration...a little tipsy yes

Yeah I totally took those during the graduation ceremony

Royals Game with my sister, we were making funny faces,--You gotta entertain yourself SOMEHOW when the baseball is THAT bad-- this is our impression of the most adorable little blonde boy's smile when he was on the jumbo-tron

Graduation day

Dumb faces

Graduation party

Nap Time with him is my favorite :)

Hopefully I'll be getting a little bit more time, MAYBE....
I'm workin on gettin a job as a teller at a bank here in town, full time which will be interesting, plus I have college classes, but I'm not going to complain! I LOVE life! and I love you girls!!

STAMPED//sorrrry

2006-06-01T03:58:32Z

sorry I havent quite been my usual super-active self. I feel horrible, we just had A LOT goin on in the family.

I FINALLY graduated--that was suckin up a lot of my time all the Senior activities and such

My sister had been having bad contractions and was put in the hospital twice last week, finally the third time we had our new baby arive. So that's kept me busy all of this week...

What spare time I have had, Ive been tryin to mantain my relationship with my boyfriend....

On top of all that, I start classes tomorrow morning, so I'll have pictures to share after that! I PROMISE!!!! I have TONS to show you guys...my new baby, senior pictures, random pictures :) You know me...my camera phone never leaves my hands =D SOON I promise!

Im an AUNT!

2006-05-27T21:24:59Z

Grad Party at 5...

Baby came at 530 AM last night....too late/early for sure

BUT shes adorable, I mean of course she IS related to me =D

Shes so cute...tiny

6lbs 10oz, 19.5inches

I love my little Janna Rhea

ashleighann06 @ 2006-05-18T18:46:00

2006-05-18T23:47:11Z

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More to come for sure. The past month has been nothing short of amazing. Throwing dimes, spending time with my amazing boyfriend, my amazing friends, and my family! My Esther comes home tomorrow. Can't wait! Life is perfect, that's for sure

ashleighann06 @ 2006-05-18T15:51:00

2006-05-18T20:56:00Z

Subject: Five Questions
1. What is the one thing that you would do over in your life if you had a chance?
Never had dated Zeke. That changed my life completely, I don't think I'd be the same if I had dated him. But no every part of that would be bad. I wouldn't be so self conscience, I'd be happier with myself, and in relationships. But I also wouldn't know things to look out for

2. Where is the place that you would love to visit outside of the US?
Brazil, or Europe. Especially Paris or venice

3. What got you interested in theatre/drama?
The first time I tried out for a play was because the guy I liked wanted me to. But the moment I stepped onstage, I knew that nothing would keep me from it!

4. If you had the choice, would you rather be an editor for a well-known fashion magazine or a top model?
Model most definately. I'd LOVE to be famous

5. What is one of your pet peeves?
Girl drama!! I hate it. I'm good at ending it though!!!!!!!!!!!

If anyone wants to be interviewed, leave me a comment that says interview me. I'll ask you five questions that you'll repost and answer in your journal, along with this little blurb explaining it :)

"Love"

2006-04-20T05:15:01Z

This is one of the most complicated feeling possible to us. I see all of these amazing people around me so absolutely in love, and I can't help sitting back and wondering to myself as to where my love is? Did I have it just a few short weeks ago? Or was I just pretending because I wanted it so badly? How can a four letter word put such strain on a person? Be so complicated? Make us crazy?

Let me tell you a story: **Warning: Harsh truth that you may/may not not known coming**
Two years ago, as most of you know, I was 'madly in love'. He was 'such an amazingly perfect' guy. So amazingly perfect that I was 'so in love' that I let him hit me, cheat on me, lie to me, and I denied the fact it was horrible for so long because "he loved me". I remember one night after argueing because I had been text messaging Brad, I told him I never wanted to see him again, and refused to look at him. He grabbed me by my neck and I couldn't breathe, I struggled to get up and told him to get out of my house, but he refused. I attempted to lock myself into the bedroom in the basement but he came in, and I was leaving when he grabbed me, picked me up and threw me across the room. I lay on the floor crying and the next thing I knew I was hugging him telling him that I was sorry... all because he said one simple four letter word. I was apologizing to him after all of that, because he "loved" me... If thats love I want nothing to do with it.

How is it that because a person can say a word that we automatically believe its true? Why is it that we are willing to let someone do anything because they "love" us. The more I think about it, the more hatrid I feel towards my self. I was so stupid and idiotic. How could I do that to myself? to everyone who was around me and truely cared for me! How did such a short word and a fake feeling change me so seriously?

Another story:
About six months ago, the 'perfect' guy came into my life. Everything about him was amazing. He was gorgeous, a blast, hilarious, and serious all at the same time. One day, perhaps too quickly, he said that four letter word. I was amazed, and scared. I tricked myself into believing I was ready for that feeling to be there, was it there? or was I pretending? Slowly, but surely I grew into this feeling, and I was overwhelmed. I wasn't sure what to think? how to act? Disappointment came a few short months later, too soon? Just soon enough? I would spend the next few months holding on to a string of hope, which was cut just yesterday forever. Now I'm left to wonder what was true? How many of the things I felt were true? Or was I just pretending? Acting? Putting up a front? The whole world is a stage? He told me that he didnt want to say it because it would "lose meaning"

How is that at the age of 18, I sit here and pretend that I understand something so incredibly complicated as this? What if all of this complication is for a reason? What if that reason is the gap in reality where this feeling belongs? What if this gap can never be filled because this feeling is fake? What if all of the words in the world really are just that? Words have no meaning... Really, honestly? What seperates the word "marker" from the word "cat"? What? Its our thoughts and our feelings. What is this four letter word that I get so stressed out over? What seperates it from a word like "car"? Honestly, its just a word. Just a word. What really matters are the thoughts and feelings we have right? Why do we as a society stress out over it then? Why do we put such harsh stress on finding 'our true love' the 'cory to our topanga'? Love, itself, is not real. The dizzy feeling you get on a first kiss, or the patter of our heart, the way your stomach flies to your throat. THAT is real. This "love" is not.

Another Story:
When I was just a small freshman, there was this senior and he just seemed like he was the coolest guy in the whole world. He played the guitar, and he had just a bad boy persona, without the attitude or actions. He was amazing. My entire Freshman year I was crazy about him, finally at the end we started to date. He told me he loved me before he even kissed me. We broke up, but have stayed good friends, very good, close friends. He, to be completely honest, is one of my best friends. Following his life these past three years, I have heard him say he "loves" 5 girls, including me. 5. In such a short period of time. I often sit around and wonder if this is what I have to look forward to in my life. If this meaningless phrase, "I love you" *means* something, so spectacular its almost Holy, but is it being used like "Whatever" in the California Valley?

I was fooled not once, but three times by a silly meaningless phrase. I refuse to let it happen to me again. This is a serious emotional breakthrough for me. This 'phrase' has no real meaning. Walking through the halls of good ol' Chrisman High I can hear couples muttering their "I love you"s before heading off for a total of 45 minutes without each other. Someone call the shrink they might just lose their minds. Seriously! Thats how attached people become to this meaningless phrase. Why is it that we cant just ignore the phrase and stick to the real meaning?

I vow, from this moment on, to ignore that stupid 'phrase' and stick to the real meaning. If I feel it, I won't have to say it. The man of my dreams will know it. The only time I will use that phrase is in passing towards people that I care about. To me, that is what "love" means. To have such a strong emotional attachment, which is what the true dictionary definiton of Love is. A strong emotional attachment. How does that describe the feeling you get on that first kiss? or the way you feel when the shy guy grabs your hand? how can that describe the dizzy feeling? Honestly? How?

Here is my promise to you: I will no longer use this phrase as a serious complicated idea, but rather as a sense of comfort. To show you, and tell you, that Im attached. I have grown so close to you that I have a "strong emotional attachment" chances are, if I already tell you that I love you, your face, or any other part of you, then this applies to you. Yes, I will say I love you, but not in the same sense that people want it to be used.

Honestly, the phrase is meaningless. Don't be fooled. Don't be stupid. Don't let yourself get caught up in something so meaningless. Learn from my mistakes please?

Pictures

2006-04-11T21:44:33Z

I had a lot of fun in Theatre class today. We were cleanin up the costume room and well I couldnt resist pickin up a few random pieces and tryin em on

I couldnt decide which I should try to wear to prom
1.
2.
hmmm...
Maybe #2 with the hat?

We're weird :)

OK so my REAL prom dress is this

Here's me bein the sex-satary for the play :)

ashleighann06 @ 2006-04-02T18:10:00

2006-04-02T23:11:13Z

Ashley Angel

2006-02-22T04:57:44Z

Dreams really do come true.

Seriously. WHOA!

But wow. He gave me a hug, and I got two pictures with him. He also talked to Courtney.... on my phone. It was amazing, I can't lie. It was...absolutely amazing. I also got to meet Tiffany, she is a doll and a half. She complimented me and we talked for a few seconds about vegetarian-ness **I KNEW she was one too! The Veggie Lover pizza and salads gave it away* plus I saw Scarlett and Lyric. They're absolutely adorable as well. Lyric's ears are so big, its the most adorable thing ever. He played with my fingers too. It was pretty much the cutest! I cant lie.

Today was definately a success.

--Edit-- PICTURES

I was definately about to die.... I can't deny that

Tiffany was SO nice. She and I had a nice short chat. I was right, she is a vegetarian. She's a total sweet heart too. She did nothing but compliment me, well except for the few seconds she was laughin when I freakin out about him waving and smiling at me.... She told me that my outfit was cute, and that I was adorable. When I told her that she was absolutely gorgeous she told me that I was too. TOTALY nice

The bus was...amazing

I can't believe I SERIOUSLY met him! Really I cant!

I definately think Sam needs a hat like that, its incredibly hot

On the way out I MET LYRIC! He is sooo adorable. Check out those ears!

ashleighann06 @ 2006-01-29T23:44:00

2006-01-30T06:10:37Z

How can I make these feelings disappear?
The things I have in my mind keep bubbling over. The thoughts of disappointment, heartache and pain keep showing up in my dreams. Life was a fairy tale from the day I met him. Why is it that it seems the pages were ripped from the book, and replaced with black ones detailed with pain and sadness, the ink smeared with tears.

How can I just let him leave me like this? Do I rip out the story? Erase the memories from my mind? Pretend that my Prince Charming never gave me true love's kiss? Pretend that my knight in shining armor never rescued me? Is that a possiblity?

ashleighann06 @ 2005-12-29T18:13:00

2005-12-30T00:25:45Z

2005
1. go to a party?: haha hell yeah! '05 was my party year
2. try something new?: Vegetarian life!
3. have someone change your life?: hmm... I dunno
4. kiss someone?: haha yeah...quite a few, not gonna lie: 8midnight cowboys, Zeke, Ben, Carlos, Mark, RJ, like 5 other boys that night, Eric, Eric, Jeremey, Drew, Tristan, Chris, Brandon, Sam <3
5. tell your family and friends you love them?: Daily
6. buy something extravagant?: Not really
7. had someone else do something nice for you?: Daily since 11-13 I love Sam
8. do something terribly wrong?: yes
9. move?: nope
10. go to a concert?: Nope

best of the year:
1. party: Josh and the boys' party--- made out with 10 guys in one night WHOA
2. show: CSI:Miami
3. cd: Lindsay Lohan
4. movie: Fever Pitch was pretty sweet
5. song: Don't Cha
6. experience: Meeting Sam
7. purchase: Ice Cream 11-02 when I REALLY met Sam for the first time
8. book: Half-Blooded Prince
9. month: November
10. day: 11/13

worst of the year:
1. party: the one in Fort District--busted by the cops ooooh shit
2. show: How I met Your Mother
3. cd: hmmm I dunno
4. movie: The Chronicles of Narnia
5. song: hmmm.... Anything Mariah Carrey
6. experience: Zeke coming back into my life
7. purchase: Cell phone that broke 2 weeks later
8. book: Scarlet Letter
9. month: March
10. day: Hmm..I dunno

hopes for 2006:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2006?: Fall more in love with Sam
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: President Bush learns to speek...Pat-Act is sunset
3. what do you hope for yourself?: I get into college do well
4. what do you hope for your family?: Everything calms down
5. what do you hope for your best friend?: To meet her

during 2005:
1. where were you when it began?: Trent's
2. did you stay up?: yea
3. what was your new year wish?: I didn't make one
4. how many boyfriends/girlfriends?: official ones? Uhm... 1 Sam<3. Un-official: Eric, Eric, Drew, Tristan.
5. broke up?: lol all but sam
6. have any crushes?: yea
7. care to mention names?: All those mentioned above
8. new friends?: Always =D
9. had to say goodbye?: To all the seniors I cried
10. missed anyone?: Dana
11. win anything?: not really
12. best place you went to?: Sheridans to get ice cream that night I met Sam
13. worst place you went to?: Partys
14. happiest moment?: Falling in love with Sam
15. how was your birthday?: Absolutely perfect
16. best present?: Christmas- necklace, hell of it-Peacot

MEMORIES FROM EACH MONTH:
January: Partyin the fuck outa life
February: ^^^
March: Britt gettin engaged
April: One-Acts going Vegetarian
May: Bye Bye Jules :(
June: Tristan
July: Wedding
August: BoSox Games
September: Senior year starting
October: Homecoming/meeting Sam
November: Anything with Sam, esp. 11-13 officially together
December: Christmas eve with Sam, the most gorgeous necklace I've ever had

I love that man
I seriously do.

Sometimes Mom pisses me off I dont know how to deal with all this shit... Im so confused. I dunno how to handle it. I don't really care too much. Im 18 and I made an adult decision. End of story.

Holy Hell! Christmas!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-24T22:13:40Z

Christmas is absolutely...amazing this year.

My perfect boyfriend gave me his gift today.... I cried a little but he didnt see

He handed me the gift and I unwrapped it and opened up the box and there was "the burgundy box" and my mouth just dropped open and I opened it up and there was a little plastic pink necklace and he said "I saw it and thought of you" and I giggled and then he reached into his pocket and pulled out

This.

He was like theres a stone for an amazing past, a perfect present and a hopeful future....

Hes......amazing

I can't lie...

Im so head over heels

ughs

2005-12-18T03:44:56Z

I hate Christmas.... I hate getting gifts, espcially from my parents. Neither of them understand me at all. For my birthday they got me a leather Kasey Kahne driver's jacket.... LEATHER! How does that work "Gee I think that I will get the PETA member of the family a LEATHER coat for her birthday" So I told them, no way Im wearing this. NO WAY. And so Mom got pissy, Dad got upset, and I told them no. So I told them I was going to sell it on Ebay and get an IPod instead. Dad, being the problem solver he is, decided to tell me that I should keep my coat, even if I dont wear it right away "in case I change my mind" and that he'll get me an IPod for Christmas. So I get pretty excited, and hang the coat in my room to look at, thinking, well maybe one day I'll get out of this 'peta stage' as my mom calls it. *I highly doubt it, Im 110% content with being a vegetarian* But then today Mom decides to ask me why I want an IPod so badly, and I tell her its because of their life span, which is pretty much the reason. They last, and last and last. In the past 3 years, I have been through...3 MP3 players! Two Sony and an RCA. the first one I had the speaker jack blew and now no headphones will work on it... the second's battery life shrank to about 15 minutes--not even joking...and the third one I had, the menu was a scroll thing on the side and it fell off and wont go back on. No MP3 player will keep up with me. I use and abuse them, which is why I want an Ipod. They are practically indestructable. Its so... just... sjrklesjrlesrioesrfhoijlskrjes. I told him I wanted an Ipod or nothing! And that I understood an IPod was super expensive, and that if we couldnt afford it at the moment that was fine, that I could wait. But instead he buys me ANOTHER cheapo. jsjrjesklrjeskljresrlsje. Im just going to tell him to take it back and sell my coat. I dont want either.

The past month

2005-12-11T08:33:45Z

I'd be lying if I said that the past month hasnt been one of the most absolute perfect months of my life. Thanks in most part to Sam. He makes me smile more than I've ever smiled before. I think I'd be lying to myself if I didnt say that I loved him. I've never felt so much for someone so quickly. I mean, seriously, for the first time in about two years, Zeke hasn't crossed through my mind in a positive way. I love it.

I love that I can be myself around him. I love that we can just joke and laugh and enjoy eachothers company even when we aren't doing anything. I love laying in his bed, feeling his warmth next to me, cuddled up on his chest and falling asleep like that on snow days.

I honestly don't know what else to say about him. He's....perfect for me. He makes my heart skip beats, my breathing go faint, and my head spin. What more could I ask for??

ashleighann06 @ 2005-11-24T13:29:00

2005-11-24T19:29:54Z

Thanksgiving! YAY! Food! MmMmM

I suppose as a traditional Thanksgiving goes, I ought to post my list of things Im thankful for:

** My super awesome friends. The support and love I get from you could never be matched.
* Mel and Karly: You're my two best friends at the moment
* Dayna: I miss you so much! We definately need to hang out soon
* Victoria: Thanks for all your support
* Pattie: I'm definately glad that we've grown so close over the past year.
* Stacy: I'm so glad that we've gotten back to where we should have always been.
* WHo: I love your face! The IWC will surely rule
* Nikki: Although we've had our problems, we always seem to come out alright
* Andy: I can't wait to see your gorgeous face. Its been waaay too long! Girls Night soooon!
* Anyone I haven't mentioned: You're still a major part of my life. and Im thankful for each and every one of you.
** My amazing family. My best friends are built right into my life. I don't know what I would do without them. Never a dull moment
** My perfect boyfriend. I'm still amazed on a daily basis by this guy. Things couldn't get better. Phone calls to say good night, sweet text messages. It doesn't get any better than that.
** The amazing people at T-Mobile. without whom I would probably die. Or at least not have very much communication. (For the record: As of 11:15 this morning I've used 1987 messages this month *in 8 days*)
** My dogs. I love them with all my heart.
** The entire theatre department. Never a dull moment with you all.
** The entire Speech & Debate squad (Liberty toooo). I love you guys! You're my weekend family. Its crazy.
** Kasey Kahne. Enough said.
** The wonderful people at McDonalds. For making amazing Cherry Pies, although I haven't had one in for.ev.er. It does sound awfully good though.
** Shoes. I love Shoes. Especially ugly ones. =D
** Tofu. MmMm Tofu
** Diet Coke and Diet Dr. Pepper. Heavenly. AND, only 1 calorie =D yay!
** Pumpkin Spice or Chocolate coffee. MmM
** Starbucks. Its even better when my amazingly perfect boyfriend brings it to me
** AIM. I don't know how I would survive without it!
** NASCAR. I just don't know what on Earth I'll do for the next 3 months. Feb 19th seems so far away =(
** Red Sox. Although they seem to be going insane, I think it'll turn out okay in the end. Maybe they can get Johnny to retire before his stupid contract is up. I give his weak arm another year and a half before it disappears completely, then he'll have no choice but to go to DH. Ugh.
** Courtney. My best friend. I love your face. I swear one day we'll meet up. I promise you that. Even if the first time we meet is when you're my maid of honor. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I can't believe we have known each other for so long. I swear it seems like just yesterday we were having conversations about Trevor's nipples, Shelli being a whore, and giggling because of Ashley's mullet, or Erik's psycho rapist mohawk. We have so many good times. We've fought but always made up in the end. I thank God for you more than anything else in my life. You really are my best friend.
** Life. My life as of late, is nothing short of amazing. It seems that its perfect. I couldn't ask for anything better.

Hope everyone enjoys their Thanksgiving. Eat enough turkey for the both of us!!!!

Wow

2005-11-07T06:26:07Z

Another amazing night with Sam.

I decided to break things off with Tristan. It was one of the toughest things that I have ever had to do. I cried. I like him...a.lot. I just felt like I'd never be good enough to be his. He told me that he'd always be around if I needed him, but he knows he can't give me what I want.

I sat in the passenger seat of mom's car on the way to the mall looked out the window and I cried. The entire 40 minute drive.

When I got home from the mall I started cleanin my room and Sam IMed me and we decided to go on a double date with Melissa and Cody. So we went out to a chinese restraunt and then came back here and watched some football. Hes so amazing...so wonderful.

ashleighann06 @ 2005-11-06T01:57:00

2005-11-06T08:36:37Z

Wow
I think I just had one of the most amazing nights...of my life.
He came and sat at my boring ass debate tourny, then took me downtown for dinner then we came home and we watched a movie.
Hes so amazing....they both are. I just dont know what to do anymore.

Tristan...hes so safe. I think thats why I had him around for so long. We have hardly anything in common. Things with him are comfortable...

But with Sam its amazing.Hes 20, drives a 2000 Camero, he played baseball in Europe for a year, hes riiiiiiiiiich AND Gorgeous. Personality wise hes my twin.... He loooves sports, and cars...and hes such a sweetie. He says the most sweet things. For instance his away message tonight read : "The end to a perfect evening, with the most perfect lady in the world" Amaaaaaaaaazing much?

But I dont wanna hurt Tristan....Maybe I can just use his sister as an excuse I DUNNO

ashleighann06 @ 2005-10-06T17:54:00

2005-10-06T22:54:51Z

I sit here with CHARLIE on my lap. Thats right a big white fluff of fur laying on my lap panting and licking the keyboard. Hes so darn adorable If you dont believe me check out my profile picture

I LOVE him

His first night home was strange for him..but we did well. I gave him a bath and we combed him out the best we could.

Today was pretty fun. B Days always are. So stress-free.

Tech first block, which is always fun

I loooove me some Power Tools

And a day of tech just wouldnt be complete until Pattie and I used some Duct Tape..on something...

Kristin is just sillly

Don is pretty much a stud in my sunglasses... I can't lie.

Afterschool we had rehearsal and choreographed Lot Of Livin... YIKES

Nothing else really going on with me. Definately ready for the weekend to be here!

I love you all!!!!!!!